SORRY

SORRY, I CAN'T LIED. I MISS THE OLD YOU ARE :/

theres something that you should know (:

:)

*READ THIS CLEARLYYYYYYYYYY

ALWAYS ME (:

yes, i'm so nervous tomorrow. my second audition for teachers day (: me with azeera and ewanis. NADIA gedik pulak taknak masuk -,- yang first audition tu, alhamdulillah kitorang dapat :) esok kitorang nyanyi lagu belaian jiwa and one in a million<3 haha my favourite song<333 okay yang belaian jiwa tu my superbbbb Amir yang bagi idea. and yes, i'll sing that song of cos for him (: esok aku main guitar and nyanyi sekali. Oh Dear, cuakkk nyaaa --' okay bertenang Hazirah. kau watlek je Hazirah. tade ape pun, kau buat jelah cam kau nyanyi dekat karoeke tuu :D Haha. haaaaaaaa, harini aku dgn Amir dah 2months7days<3 gedik nyee Hazirah -,- baru 2months lebih, belum lagi one year. so kau watlek eiraaaaaa. actually amir tengah cari blog aku ni haaa. haihh macam mana nak sorok dari diaa. dalam ni dahlahh banyak cerita pasal budak A tuuu -,- Amir, hope you'll never ever and ever read my blog :/ and yes, now i can smile without that stupid aceh. but i'm still keep cried for that stupid guy also. what should i do? aahhhh, same damn reason. i can't forget you :( Arif,please stop text me,stop ask sorry to me,stop looking at me,stop talk about me,stop everything. the more you do all that, the more difficult i want to forget you. i should forget you. i must. no matter or whatever laahh, aku kena lupakan kau. aku dah ade amir yang akan selalu jaga aku, ada untuk aku, sayang aku dengan apa adanya aku. thats i need. thats important to me. really important.

EIRAAA (:

okayy ignore about the tittle -,- actually aku pon taktau nak taruk ape tittle tuhhh. haha. now aku dekat johor. lawat akak aku. skrg pukul 1.30 pagi. tapi aku tengah buatapa tahhh. merepek dari tadi, online facebook and update ape ape yang patot. and then now aku nak story, aku taktau kenape. but aku takot kalau aku buat mistake yang sama. aku accept kau, but aku takot benda sama akan berlaku. aku TRYY love kau, and aku tahu this is the best way untuk aku lupakan aceh. yes i know that. betul kata Faa, even kalau berjuta kali aku cakap aku benci dia, aku dah lupakan dia, but deep down dalam hati aku theres still one part yang aku simpan dia :( you will never know how hurt it is when i know you just play on me. youre stupid enoughh. dengan perbuatan kau macam tuu, macam mane aku nak maafkan kau? cuba cakap dgn aku, MACAM MANE? now aku dah dengan oranglain Two Weeks :/ aku try buat diri aku happy dengan orang lain. aku sendiri pon taktau aku happy ke tak dgn dia. tapi yang paling aku tahu, dia betul betul sayangkan aku. cuma aku jee sekarang nihhh --' tapi aku takboleh nak tipu diri aku. im just want do the best for my life. aku tahu aku memang akan regret kalau aku biarkan kau walk away. cause memang aku tahu bilaa lagi aku nak dapat lelaki baik macam kau kann. tapi betul ke kau baik? ahhhhhhhh, guys korang tahu tak, dari dulu aku susah nak trust lelaki. but once aku trust dorang, dorang game aku. dorang buat aku nihh macam toys dorang. used it when they need it and left it when they think im not used for them-,- kan stupid nama nyaaa tuhhh -,- LELAKI kannnn, satu satu nyaa lelaki yang aku percaya, arwah Abang :'( Muhammad Hariz Azwar (': ya Tuhan, betapa aku rindukan dia :'( kalau lahh mase boleh diputarkan kembali kannn :/ okayyy, enough Hazirah, i'm okay and i know i gonna be okayy (: come on Hazirahh. Be the Strong One (': keep smile even its hurt (": Now aku akan try go on relationship aku dgn Aben. maybe this is the best way kann.

okay,im give up :(

dear blogger,aku taktau nak share dengan sape :( dengan blog and diary jelahhh yang sudi dgr masalah aku nihhh. actually aku pon taktau ape masalah aku nihhh. come on lahhh Hazirah,kau patot lupakan dia. banyak lagi bende yg patot kau pikir. bukan pasal die sorangg. listen hazirahhh,ramai lagi yang patot kau pedulikan. tah pape tah hazirah nihhh. haihhhhh -,- adekee pasal seorang lelaki aku nak bazir airmata. haihhh bodohh nye hazirahhhh --' dah dah,takpayah nak touching touching sangat laaaaa. harituu,adeke aku tibe tibe menangis tak tentu pasal. ade satu petang tuu aku stay,buat karangan tusyen dengan aiman. cause aiman kan tusyen dgn aku. then time tu aku rase aiman jelahh yang boleh aku harap :) aku buat benda alahhh tu sume dekat kelas 3ino. tapi bukan aku dengan aiman jeeaa,nadia ade jess pon ade. then ade aswan, and harun pon :) patuu,tgah aku happy happy buat karangan tuu,tak pasal pasal aku dgr afifi and acap nak naik atas. aku time tuuu,dah cuak dahhh. cos AA pon ade dgn dorang. aku boleh pikir positive lagi, 'maybe AA tak follow acap kot' --' patuuu tibe tibe afifi masuk kelas dgn acap. then aceh pon adee. aku terus diammm. aku pandang buku and aiman jea time tuuu. aku taktau lahhh kenape,hati aku sakit gileee. then tak pasal pasal nak touching kat situuu. adekee aku nangis kat situuu. haihhh hazirah hazirah -,- nasib baik jugak AA tak perasan aku menangis tuuu. fuhhhhh :') haha aku harap takkan ade lagi perasaan mcmtuuu :D okay gtg. bye bye,assalamualaikum<3

FEBRUARY (:

biase lahh bila dah start sekolahh. bukan main lagi homework kannn. sehari mesti ade homework --' haihhh. lagi lagi nak PMR kannnn. takpe Hazirah,itulahh tanggungjawab kite sebagai Pelajar (: hamboii macam Pengetua :D bak kate Aben laaa kan HAHA. now life aku sepeeri biasee.tapi semakin hari semakin busyyy. cehhhh XD bythewayy,cuti raye cina nihhh memang bestt lahhh :D aku duduk rumah jeee :') best sangat laaa kannnn :D haha. homework yang diberi before cuti pon HAMPIR nak siappp.haaaaa,nak tengok kucing aku yang tembam yang comel laaagi hott takkk?hehe,handsome kott Letto aku niihhhh (: kan aku dah promise nak tunjuk picture diee :) ni haaaaaaaa :D



haaa,comel kan kannnn :) haihhh malas cakappp. tiap tiap hari mesti die gigit aku.suke sangat dengan tangan aku ni haaa.haha, tadi adeke die pegi gigit teddy bear kesayangan akuuu. nasib baik tak terkoyakk.kalau takkk,GANTI BALIKK,LETTO :D haha. okay sampai disini sahaja. bye bye assalamualaikum<3

2011 (:

wahhhh,i cant believe. 5minutes jee lagi nak new year,2011 :D wahhh,rase makin tua doohhhh :P haha,okay stop merepek hazirah --' hehe,then tadi aku baru balik dari pustaka rakyat,beli alat tulis nak sekolah kannn :P haha lepastu ayah tibe tibe baik pulak nak ajak jalan jalan kat uptown :D haha,dapat laaaa pin tudung nak pergi sekolah :D even sekolah tak bagi pakai pin,tp aku pakai jugakk haha XD akak aku ni pulak dapat tudung,sekarang dok sebok nak try try tdung die tuu --' tak abes abes XD haha. mati aku kalau die bace,adik kutuk akak :P hamboiiii XD haha. start je 2011 ni,phone aku dah tak gune. facebook kesayangan aku ni pon akan aku deactive kannn. then internet pon aku takgune dah. haihhh memang besttttt :D haha. yelahh kan PMR punyee pasal -,- berkorban jelahhh Hazirah :') and for you the stupid guy,yes i still loveyou,but you are not mine :/ sorry cos i cant stop loving you :( okayyyy dah dah tu eiraaaa :) haaa,dah nak new year dah ni. nak tengok bunga api *tp kat tv jeaaa -,- haha okay,gtg,thankyou for reading my stupid posttt :D goodnight and HAPPY NEW YEARR :D assalamualaikum <3

its okay boy,

you will miss me someday,i'm sure. and you'll regret for all what you did to me. i hate being me :( i always says 'i'm okayy' when i really sure that i'm not :| do you ever think how hurt it is when you say you are not care anymore about me :( okayyy,enoughhh. i will always being the real one eira :) okay,from now i'll stop pretending. i gonna be okayyy :) and i know that :) Nur Hazirah,azam mane? come on,semangat sikit :) PMR kannnn :') wahhhhh,cuakkkkk :P haha. okay now pukul 2pagi,and aku tengah tengok kakak kesayangan aku ni mengemas barang barang die. yelahhh die dah nak tinggalkan aku,nak balik U die dahhhh :( i gonna miss you sister :P heeee,malu nak cakap depan akak. anyway,sabtu ni my family pergi johor nak hantar my sister ni. then monday tu sekolahhh :D wah wahh,cepatnye mase berlalu. hehe. okaylahhh,gtg. sleep time :P assalamualaikum :)

-,-

again again and again -,- hazirah come on lahhhh,just forget him. dear blogger,now memang aku bodoh gilee cos dalam hati kecil aku,aku masih berharapkan die :( eeeeeee,setiap hari die yang akan text aku lagi. die yg buat aku berharap balik dekat die. AA,kenape kau tak buat macam ni before kite break duluuu? kau nii sumpah macam keling,oh tak tak maybe pakistan! and yang aku paling tak tahan dgn kau,even kite dah break barulahhh kau nak panggil aku syg balikkk! stupidddd youuuuu! kau tak layak nak panggil aku macam tuuu -,- once you hurt me,i'll always remember that. do you get that? and one more things yang paling importants,aku takkan pernah balik dekat kau. understand? haaaa,maybe ex kau tuu perfect dari aku kan sampai kau tinggalkan aku untuk perempuan tuuu,its okayy lahhh!

NO TITLE(:

yeahhhhh(: now i'm single bingle and triangle :D
heeee,happy happy :P but i'm still love you --'
ahhh,stupid feelings -,-
come on HAZIRAH,forget him(:
just think he always hurting you :'(
okayyy,let the problem go :)
remember hazirah,next year PMR (:
haaaaa,kena perform habis baikkk.
jangan hampakan family.
ingat pesan arwah abang ! :'(
abang,eira janji eira akan belajar rajin rajin,solat tak tinggal,and jangan ade pakwe.
three things yang abang selalu pesan kann :')
ohhh god,imissyou abang :(
okayyy,lagi limahari nak sekolah :)
heee,tak sabar :D rindu sek,kawan and sume lahhhhh :P
haha,bapakk gedikk nye aku :P
okayyyy,stop it hazirah.
haaaa,lagi satu benda aku nak story ni.
kelmarin aku dah dapat kucing baruuuu <3
alalaahhh comel gileee,nanti kalau sempat aku uploadkan gamba kucing tuu (:
name die kan 'LETTO'
haaaa,jangan nak kutuk.
sedap ke tak name tu jangan nak kutuk,bukan kucing andaaa :P
hehe,then then baju sekolah sume dah beli. alat tulis je belum.
and hari ni mama masak meehon ladna(:
SEDAPPP :D rugi gilee tak jadi anak cik ros :P
haha,okay itu je aku nak story.
thanks kerana sudi membacanyaaa ;)
nanti aku update lagiii.bye bye(:
assalamualaikum <3

brother :/

harini kawan kak wanie nak dtg rumah,name die myra tak silap aku.
die belajar same dgn akak,budak tu dari johor.
tidor sini kott,entahlahh.
then pagi tadi mak aku,perhhhh punyelaa bising suruh kemas rumahh.
haihhh --' aku memang rajin sangat.
haha,lepas kemas bilikk.mandi terus on laptop.heee :D
kak wanie adalah orang yg plg bising if aku on laptop die nie.
katenye 'dahh,takpayah nak online online!'
huhu,aku diamm jee :D pastu kannnnn,mama ajak pegi jogging petang ni pon malas ;D
taulahhh aku gemokkk,esok aku jogging lahhhh.
haaaaa,yng pasal AA pulakkkk.
aduuhhh,ni yng lemah nak cite nii.susah dooohh -,-
rasenye tak kan lamenye relationship niee :(
aaaaa,sedihnyeee :/ dah bape malam aku tak text die --'
sumpah aku cakap,memang aku rindu die.tapiii :(
entahlahhh,aku pikir esok or lusa nak call die,aku nak tanye sumee bendee.
huhhhhhh,sabar HAZIRAHH :') ada hikmah,hidup masih panjang kannnn :)

:/

oh god,taktau lahh kenape semuanye jadi macam nii --'
satu satu dtg,haishhh.entah kenape pulak tibe tibe die berubah.
gilee lamee lahh tak update blog.HAHA
btw,yng sakithati nyee sekarang nii,AA dah tak pedulikan aku -,-
WHATTTTHEEEE,hishhhhh bengang gilee doooo--'
now,aku tak reply text die ponnnnn.dah malas
yesss ilovehim,susah nak cari orang yng macam die.
but nowww,ahhhh tktau laaa :(
sekarang ni aku cam redha je laaah :/
aku tak pernah menyesal dapat kenal dgn kau,cintakan kau,that is THE BEST feelings that i never had.
you have to know that Arif :/ sorry if aku betul betul tak layak untk kau.
aku tau dilah tu lebih better dari aku kann.
yaaa,i will always know that.i know Arif,i realize.

AAAAAAA:)

kau memaang sukee bergurau dgann aku sekarang.
kadang kadang menyakitkan hati tautakk!
niee nak citee niii, semalam adee kee.
tibetibe die kate 'jangan layan aku satu hari niee boleh takk?'
aku pandang die trus cakp 'kenapee?'
then die kate 'aku tgahh hottempered laa arinii. so kau takpayah layan aku smpi balikk'
erghhh, memang aku panas gilee dgann kauu.
aku terus tak layan kau betulbetul.
10 minute lepas tuu, kauu panggil akuu. 'HAZIRAHHAZIRAH! *aku buat tak layann laa:D
kau punn terus terus dan terus memanggil akuu.
dgann selambeenyee aku buat takk dgarr:D
kau dahh risau dahhh:D HAHA. *sajee buat kau cuakk.
thenn kau cakap 'aku gurauu jee laa tadii, janganlaa merajukk'
HAHA, lawakk laa caree kau memujukk tuu!
mukee kau dahh nervouss, kau tolak tolak tangan akuu.
aku pandang diee trus cakap 'kau katee tadii jangan layan kau, bile aku tak layan kau betul betul kau menggedik gedikk pulakk'
haaa, amik kauu. sekali aku marahh:DD
die truss diamm, and then die katee 'aku dah okayy dah laa. dah tak hottempered dahh'
dahlaa hazirahh, lek laa hazirahh. sorry laa hazirahh.
HAHA, lawak doeee.
kau pandangg jee akuu, bilee aku terpandang kauu, aku jelingg:D HAHA.
PUASSS! padan mukee.>_< aku rasee semalam memang banyak kali kau mintak maaff:D
haha, tapi tadi nasib baik aku baik hatii pulakk nak baiikk dgan kauu;) HAHA
eh eh, petang nii pukul 6 pndaftaran utk qiamulail.
baiii aku pegii laaa:)
nur hazirah kan memang rajinn:)HAHA:)
okayy laa, nak siapsiap. nak gosok baju kurung:D bubyee<3

myJOYAHH:)

joyahjoyah, rindu kau laa weyyy:'(
bilee kite nakk jumpee niee.
ergghh, dah lame tak lepakkk:'(
heyhey, bagi korang yang tgah bace postt niee.
aku tgahh cakap pasal neighbourr and bestfriend yang aku sayang gilee:)
she's always by my sidee:)
she's always understandd meee:)
i trust herr:)
heyy joyahh, ILOVEYOUSOMUCHH:)

14years2day:)

waaaa, rinduu BLOG:DD
lamee tk bukak update bende alah niee:D
serioslyy, tangan dah gatal nak bukakk. HAHA
eh eh, nak bagitauu niiee:D
birthdayy arituu kan BESTTT:))
ramaii yang ingatt:D ramai yang wishh.*termasuklaa diaa:)
thennn, org pertama yangg wishh : budak tuisyeennn akuu tuu:)
second : NURULNADIASYAHIRAA*hey,iloveyouuu:D
pkul 8:30 21julyy, diee dah wishh dah.
kateenyee, die nakk jadi orgg first yangg wishhh.
thats whyy agak awaal.
then pagii tuu bilee sampai jee sekolahh, ramai yang wishh*TERHARUUNYEEE:))
butt make me moree happy, bilee iqbal kate yang die kate HAPPY BIRTHDAYY:)
oohhh godd, i cant stop smile that morning:DD
okayy stopp, thennn, aku pegii canteen.
again, he make me cant stop to think about him.
mase belibeli makanan tuu, die dtg kat aku.
and then die katee 'HAZIRAH, HAPPYY BIRTHDAYYY'
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resultTEROK!

huh! terok betul! niy tgh marah niy!
ishh, macam mane geo and sej aku boley C?
eiii, geram betul. tadi dapat result, and then 5 paper dah dapat.
BM :75%
BI:74%
SEJ: 65%
GEO: 61%
AGAMA: 85%
see, macam org tak belajar jee result ni kann.
padahal aku bersusah payah nak amek exam, blajar pagi ptg siang malam.
tup2 result macam niyy.
ayah mama mesti akan cakap, 'mane peningkatannyee?'
adoh, susah laa macam niyy!
kejap lagi mama ayah balik.
mati aku kalau die tgok aku tgah on9 sesuka hati niyy!
okayy lahh. nanti kalau semuanyee dah tng aku update balik.
aku rase dlm wktu trdekat niy mmg payah laa aku nk on9.
sekian, assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarukatuh:)

lovehurts:'(

Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins,
but we always recognize the moment it ends?
If love is so important to have that one doesn't want to lose it,
why is it when we find true love we often don't notice it?
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
why must this happen:'(
i always thinks this.
How could an Angel break my heart?
Why didn’t he catch my falling star?
I wish I didn’t wish so hard.
Maybe I wished our love apart.
hmmm, maybe:'(
love always make we pain, hurt.
why? i always pray and wish that god will meet me with my true love:'(

rarelyonline:'(

wohh, exam weekk:D
tkkan my dad nak bagi on9 pulakk.
tension siodd!
2 weeks ago, i baru tahu he taken:'(
ohhh, what the hell that !
sabar jeaa. monday aritu, he's say he want to clash:DD
wohh, hebaddhebadd:D
bln lepas couple dah nk clash.
i want to know laa.
pada hari yang same, die tnye 'kau okayy tak? kau okayy tak dgn aku?'
ohhh, i melt gilee laaa:D
mybe he know i not happy:'(
thanks , u make me forget him.
now, he always ask me about her.
ohhh, damn it! jealous laaa
why? why must herr?
but he always try to make me okayy with him:))
thats make me :DDD
i always try to not show that i sad for him.
one day aritu, i ask him ' are u happy with her?'
he not answer. tapi die just angguk:'(((
then i say 'kebahagiaan kau adalah kebahagiaan aku jugak'
dalam mase yg same, cikgu suroh pulakk die tukar tmpat kt kls.
duduk pulakk sebelah aku. ohhh, memang lagi susah laa nak lupekan diee:(
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yesterday, time recess. i pegilaa canteen. nak eat:DD
then, time nak belibeli tuu, terjumpaa pulak diee.
bertentang mate pulakk tu. tapi i terjeling laa pulakk.
adoyy, firstfirst nak pndg tmpt laen. tapi lain pulakk jadinyee.
mesti die fikir i niyy memang dah benci diee:'((
redhaa je laa kann:'/
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monday niyy exam science doh.
dahlaa nur hazirah niy lemah science:DD
adoii! tmpat duduk eira kat exam katt hujung skli, blkg skli:DD
mmg tk terpencil la tmpt tuuu!
then, mnggu lepas kann. gmbar kelas dh dpt.
mcm ape je dorg posing. haha
yang plg hodoh tau tau je la kan, mesti nur hazirah hussain:D
okayy laahh, i have to go now. study time:DD
bubye:)) ADIIB, aku dh update dahhh. haha

think laa!

hello, i got a happy news.

today, my dad dh boleh balek:))

wahh, i soo happy laa.

i could talk to him, smile at him, help him:D

ohhh, i mis u dad.

friends, sory. eira hlg smnggu tnpe berita;

perkara ini tidak disengajekan. sory again guys.

ohhh, sincerely. i miss u boy:D

kte tk cntct sudah cukup lame.

now, u pun cm dah tak pedulikan i.

yeah, surely im sad. frust.

normally, sape yg tk sedih laki yg kte syg tak ingt kte kann.

but, one guy who i respect, aiman:)

he's the one who care and want to know how about me.

hmpir stiap hri he will text me, ask me.

thanks aiman;D i do love u for my bestfriends:)

thanks for caring me, trust me.

once i think, i do not have any who i cant trust.

yeah, my love also now i cant trust.

since he leave me, he love her.

ohh god! i still remember that;(

now, i see. once i fall, i have to stand again.

life is short. so i do believe that he will know how i felt.

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when i wake up this morning i see the 11.00 am!

*waww! hebaddnyee aku tido!

then i take a bath and i take a breakfast although its afternoon:D

my aunty buys me *nasi ayam:))

wahh, my stomach full now:D

then i on the comp and now i here:)

ohh, life life life:)

can u ever think, life is bored?

oke, i have to go now.

my aunty already says "eira, solat zohor"

when i come back we will talk about life oke?

oke, see ya;)